I'm upset

December 20, 2019

Are you?


November 1, 2019

Finally getting around to this topic, hmm?

Heavy shit

October 10, 2019

Suicide and self-harm

This took forever to write.

Coping mechanisms

September 24, 2019

The upside to a complicated two-and-a-half week visit following shortly after a complicated two-and-a-half week visit is that I have rather a lot to talk about. The downside is that getting back into the rhythm is difficult.


September 16, 2019

If I could find just the correct movement, joints in all the right places, each curving arc of my hands as fluid as could be, and just make it, perhaps I could hold still.


September 10, 2019

Well, that was pleasant, in the usual harrowing sort of way.

Catastrophically Maddy

September 2, 2019

You seem to be working ever close to some platonic perfection of what means to be Maddy.

Writing about writing

August 29, 2019

When my therapist asked about what the plot of this writing project was, I told her it was about the ways in which creativity interacted with the important facets of my life.

Massive organization

August 28, 2019

Ergodic literature should leave you wondering whether or not you’ve even read it all.