An Email

February 23, 2020

I sent my dad an email, and while there are some surface reasons, I’d be hard pressed to tell you, on a deeper level, why.


February 21, 2020

A book?




January 15, 2020

Long trip, long trip.

Is this honestly the best use of it?

On surgery

January 2, 2020

Four hundred lines of verse about surgery.


December 26, 2019


I'm upset

December 20, 2019

Are you?


November 1, 2019

Finally getting around to this topic, hmm?

Heavy shit

October 10, 2019

Suicide and self-harm

This took forever to write.

Coping mechanisms

September 24, 2019

The upside to a complicated two-and-a-half week visit following shortly after a complicated two-and-a-half week visit is that I have rather a lot to talk about. The downside is that getting back into the rhythm is difficult.


September 16, 2019

If I could find just the correct movement, joints in all the right places, each curving arc of my hands as fluid as could be, and just make it, perhaps I could hold still.